Full of Hope

I've mentioned before yang aku nekad isi borang..

Borang ape??

Borang Permohonan Pertukaran Tempat Bertugas

Yup !

Aku mintak tukar cawangan. 

It's time for me to hunt for my interest. The opportunity lies in front of me. Allah have shown me the path.

I did mention yang aku sangat penakut. No guts of courage at all.

But at last I manage to counter the fear

Entah dari mana datang kekuatan, aku dengan selamba jumpe PK unutk mintak sign.

Mind that aku directly pergi terjah bilik PK without concern of my KPP

I took months thinking bout this. The opportunity knocks onto my door a few days before I deliver my sweet lil' hero. I submitted the form almost 4 months after that.

Now, spurs of news are everywhere.

Pink form akan berterbangan lagi early december.

Moga-moga ada perutusan gembira untuk aku.

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Ada orang tanya, kenapa mintak tukar? Tak suka duduk kat bridge? Bukan bridge tu nampak gah ke?

Well

the bridge would not be standing if there is no foundation

everything deals with ground and soil

that's what I'm fond of

it's not that i did not like bridge

it's not that i'm struggling to death to deal and learn about bridge

i admit, bridge is a tough challenge

but it is fun learning something new

challenging your own ability

but my heart and mind isn't here

you can count how many bridge engineers out there as compared to building

only a few lucky people will have this great opportunity

I am not that lucky person

so, I'm giving this golden opportunity to those who deserve

in the mean time, I'm praying for my own golden opportunity

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